Submissive Women From “The Life”: Volume 1 (Published Jan 19, 2018)

Note From the Author

For my first bundle I selected three stories that aren’t in any of my smaller series’. All three are about the sexual journeys of submissive women who have to confront their nature in a world that sees sexually expressive women as loose and immoral, but they have to also deal with the even harsher judgments related to living in the BDSM lifestyle. The sex is, always, intense. But, I’ve always seen that as just part of my characters’ lives. Importantly, I believe that their type of sexual expression is so defining that it completely effects their entire life’s journey. So, it is intertwined in every decision they make, which sets the whole plot.


Book Description

These three submissive women just can’t get enough!

Abby fell in love with pain at an early age. Before long, she became Mike, John, and Dan’s live-in submissive. Can she overcome her shameful past and find true and lasting love?

Cynthia’s sexual desire never seems to be sated. In fact, the only thing she loves as much as getting it, is being a toy for her much older Master. Before long she finds herself on the horns of a dilemma: Can she give up all other men and live only to serve him, or will she continue her nymph-like ways with every single guy in town?

Steve needs to know everything about a woman, including her pain threshold. Anna just can’t get enough of being her man’s subject for painful experimentation. Before long, romance leads to a punishing honeymoon in the tropics.

Three of Siola Retsam’s hottest female submissives give themselves completely to these alpha male doms. Finally available in a single volume, you’ll enjoy your private submissive harem as they endure painful punishment and sublime orgasms.

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Pauline’s Transcendence Through Pain (Published October 20, 2017)

Note From the Author:

Well, the series is progressing, and my last Sally the Sow book gave hints about how powerful and influential the elite sex society “The Life” is in the world. In this book I wanted to do three things. First, I wanted to highlight that there are many practitioners of the philosophy called The Life who aren’t in the elite society, but these “common people” are still highly influenced by the hidden “New World Order” types. Sally was brought into that group to be a plaything, but not every one is welcome.

Second, I wanted to address that the philosophy isn’t accepted by everyone in my little fantasy world. This matters because in the “real world” there are a lot of people who abuse others under the guise of being some sort of BDSM Master or Mistress, but are really just bullies looking for willing victims. I kind of took the characters of Sonny and Pauline to an extreme, but not too extreme. A big part of why I’m writing this series is to preach to the choir in relation to these dangerous wannabes, while educating people who don’t really understand BDSM relationships.

Third, I wanted to delve into an aspect of sex, and in particular this kind of sex, that people don’t often discuss: spiritual transformation. BDSM/kink enthusiasts enjoy their lifestyle for infinite reasons. For some, the masochist can reach heights of ecstasy like none other—but only if they completely lose their sense of self. In other words, their ego is entirely removed from the equation, and they have no barrier between themselves and whatever it is that constitutes “God.”

Like I said, not every kinkster is looking for this. Master Ben in this series isn’t. He’s much more like Sonny in this story, except that his submissives fully understand what they’ve gotten into, unlike Pauline.

All this may seem a bit preachy, but I’m really just trying to present a more full representation of the BDSM landscape than what other popular BDSM writers present. Realism was at the forefront of this project, and its a promise I’ve wanted to keep all along.

This story was a lot of fun, though. There’s a sex position with Pauline and Bonny that I accidentally created and can’t wait to try. I think the story is worth reading for that little invention alone!

Enjoy and have fun!

Book Description

Pauline feels terrible that Sonny, her boyfriend and dom, has offended Master G.T. and Bonny, his sub. In an attempt to make amends, she offers herself to them for a session of humiliation, degradation, and correction. What follows is Pauline’s physically and emotionally painful education of what a BDSM Master is and is not. Soon she is taught how her climax can be used to bring her to a new understanding of her true place in the universe.

But first she has to rid herself of the lies and misconceptions of what she really is. Through a mix of pain, humiliation, and pleasure, Master G.T. takes Pauline and Bonny on a journey of inner exploration that only the most capable Master can induce.

In Pauline’s Transcendence Through Pain, Siola Retsam masterfully expands his groundbreaking series, and returns us to Master G.T., who appeared in the first book in the overall series. (Prior reading of any of the Books From The Life is not required to understand this book). Readers won’t believe the innovative position Master G.T. employs with his two willing submissives in their session together. Once you read this story you’ll want to recreate this innovative combination for yourself!

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Letters From “The Life”: Volume 6 (Published October 13, 2017)

Note From the Author

Hey folks. Well, this is the next in my Letters series. I tried to get more into the spiritual aspects of BDSM in this one, especially in the second two letters. I know for me that this practice isn’t about just sex in its more crude form all the time. On occasions I’m able to achieve some amazing heights that are truly amazing.

You can expect that the series is heading down this road in some new mini-series’s that are coming up. I’m also going to be working on showing the difference between the sexual society called The Life, which is an elite group of rich and famous people, and the excluded followers of The Life as a philosophy. I’m excited that the intrigue and spiritual sides of this series are finally going to be coming out!


Book Description

Living together can be hard, but living with your Dom/me can be pure hell. For these three submissives hell is exactly what they’ve been begging for, but their Masters and Mistresses aren’t sure it’s such a good idea. Each of these letters confesses to some of the nastiest and degradingly cruel tests administered on a submissive. If you’re not squirming as you’re reading these letters, you might want to check your pulse!


Matty can’t get enough of her Master’s attention. Driven by her passion to be used by him, she begs to live at his feet. What she didn’t expect was that she would be practically ignored to the point of painful neglect. The limits of her endurance are tested as she spends long hours confined in sensory deprivation where she discovers just how bad she wants to live under her Master’s heel.


This submissive wants to discover the depths of her soul through the arts of pain and pleasure. Frank has taken her there so many times, but she wants it more often. To prove she can handle a life lived with her Dom, he puts her through a rigorous walk in the mall. Diapered, her bladder and bottom under heavy pressure, she rides the heights of ecstasy through humiliation and pain.


If high paid attorney Andrew wants to live with his dominatrix, he’ll have to prove he can handle her cruelty—even at the office. Diapered, he is denied the basic human comforts of a toilet. And when his diapers are full, he must endure her dehumanizing changing just so he can go back to work.

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More Torment of Sally the Sow (Published October 6, 2017)

Note From the Author:

When I sat down to write More Torment of Sally the Sow I didn’t set out to write anything as ambitious as it turned out to be. I was actually on a whole other track when I realized that Sally’s journey required that I write this part of her life. Well, one thing led to another and all of the Palm Springs chapter of The Life (the elite sex society for the wealthy) had to be included. With that came a revelation on how influential this “secret society” really is. The next thing I knew I was introducing so many people that I worried things might get confusing.

However, my preliminary readers (a small group of close friends) said it was fine, and so here you go. This next installment in the Sally series actually tells you about all sorts of characters that are part of the novels my working on. (Coming soon!) I’ve know all of these people for almost a year, but many of them were only alive in the character bio sheets I created for them. Bringing them to life here was vital to the overall universe I’m presenting as well as this story by itself. It was fun playing God and breathing life into them.

The first Sally story (The Torment of Sally the Sow) took place in January of 2017, for those who are following the timelines of the characters. So this story takes place one week later. But, the whole universe I’ve created is really centered on two sets of people, whose stories date back to before Sally was even born. One set is Masters Daniel and Mark. I’ve been working on the novels that were supposed to introduce them (starting in 1989) as they first come into their own. Every time I “meet” another person integral to their sensual journeys I end up writing a bio, and then a story, just to get to know them. That’s how Abby’s story (taking place in 1970) and Dr. Kim and Robert’s stories (1990’s) came together.

So, writing about Sally’s torment was really a part of the process of bringing more of the overall universe I’m constructing out, while developing my personal relationship with each of the characters.


Book Description:

When Sally was told by the Masters, Mistresses, and submissives of the local chapter of an elite BDSM sex club that they wanted to “bring her into the family,” she had no idea what that would entail. She had her suspicions, but the reality proved to be a horror beyond her hottest fantasies. She was to be held on the cross or secured in the stocks and endure “The Dissuasion,” a series of grueling physical and mental ordeals, to prove she was worthy of being one of them.

Master Phil, her cruel companion, watches in silence with cold eyes as she, his no-limits sub, willingly accepts the imaginative evils that no less than five Masters and Mistresses visit upon her. During the ordeal, Sally discovers the limits of her endurance under the rigors of the paddle, flog, and penetrative machine.

Can this big, beautiful woman take both the physical and mental strain as each cruel dom and dominatrix threaten everything from prolonged pain, to death, and worse? She is guided by her nature and motivated by her love for her Master, but will it be enough to prove she belongs with the elite?

This exciting follow up to The Torment of Sally the Sow will thrill both fans of the original story and new readers alike. You don’t have to have read the first book to understand this one, but read it if you want to see how Sally first went from just a poor, local woman to willing plaything of the Palm Springs elite.

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Doctor Punishment in Paradise (Published September 29, 2017)

Note From the Author

People really loved Doctor Punishment. I mean, I never had a response to one of my books, before or since, like I had with that one. The funny things is, I only wrote it to get inside Doctor Kim’s head because she’s going to be in an upcoming novel. (I did the same thing with Abby, and it was another of my most read and bought books… go figure!) It was supposed to be a one-off.

But when I create a character I do up a whole bio on them, and Kim’s bio was super interesting to me. Robert’s, not so much… I mean, he’s a strong, silent cop. What makes him tick is that he likes medical kink. So what? Kim truly is his better half, and with good reason. She’s far more interesting.

I was reading “Stolen Lives” by Malika Oufkir when I wrote this book. She didn’t use a lot of scenes in telling her story, which all the writing books pretty much advise is “required.” Instead, she just tells what happened to her and her family, and the result is a riveting book. That style influenced the first part of my new book, and the preliminary reads by my friends were very positive. So much for the writing books’ advice.

Enjoy the second Doctor Punishment prequel–it was a blast to write!

Yours in The Life,


About Doctor Punishment in Paradise

Being a bit of a deviant, Kim began to study medicine and became a doctor because she was fascinated by sex and wanted to learn everything she could about the human reproduction system. When she finally got some actual “hands on” experience, however, she quickly learned that there’s a lot more to sex than just the physical act of copulation.

She loved sex so much that the idea of being with just one person was unthinkable, but she hated the way society would judge her for that. She began to search for her own type of people–people for whom sex was a way to bond with each other and who held no jealousy or required so-called “fidelity.”

Kim’s journey took a twist when she found her ideal mate in Robert, and at first she was torn between her need for multiple partners and the need to have him in her life. While they were sorting this out, though, they had a lot of fun because, though Rob’s day job is being a tough, streetwise cop, he secretly enjoys medically-induced humiliation, degradation, and pain. Kim learned that she’s also a dominatrix!

Their love for each other and passion for “playing doctor” was infectious, so infectious that Kim’s friend, Dr. Jessica, decided she simply must join in the fun. While vacationing together in the tropical paradise of Hawaii, they treat Robert to a double-dose of doctor punishment.

But there’s trouble brewing in the tropics too. A psychopath is terrorizing the local prostitutes, who happen to be Kim and Jessica’s patients. Can Robert protect his doctors from a madman bent on his evil scheme to brutalize?

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Cynthia’s Icy Day in Hell (Published September 22, 2017)

Note From Siola

I’ll admit I experimented a bit with this one. The challenge was to have the female submissive reveal her description of her dom over time while leaving us all in some of the darkness and blinding lights she experiences. Her cruel ass dom does a lot with very little, as well, which is the mark of his Master. Dreaming up ways to use only nipple clamps, a dildo, and a butt plug as the primary torture devices while keeping things fresh was a fun challenge as well. More with less!

Yours in The Life,


Story Description

Cynthia has only just begun to taste her adulthood, and she loves how it tastes. She’s found she has a nearly insatiable appetite for sex that runs to the extremes.

She pushes the limit with more than just lots of liaisons–she also experiments with pain as a tool for heightened release. Once a week she steps out of her safe world of parties and plain vanilla fun and visits a dom to learn just where the line is between pain and pleasure. The only older man in her life, her dom, the sadist, Master Allen, is more than happy to teach her, but in each session he extracts a heavier and heavier price.

In this session, Cynthia is led deep into her inner darkness and discovers a capacity for service to her dom she never knew was possible. In the icy hell of Master Allen’s dungeon, Cynthia must decide if she will abandon her life, just as it’s getting started, to live at her Master’s feet, or continue only as his occasional plaything.

Cynthia’s Icy Day In Hell is the next installment of sessions from inside the ultra secretive elite society known as “The Life,” by the Master of Darkness, Siola Retsam. It is sure to awaken something dark inside any reader.

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Debasing Vickie (Published September 15, 2017)

Note From the Author

When I started this project I set out to write about more than just people engaging in BDSM. I set out to tell stories about people’s lives, with their sexual journeys playing a significant role in their personal growth. I also wanted to confront many of the screwed up social perceptions about sex.

In this story, I had a lot of fun at the expense of puritanical views. I think that absurdity is hilarious, and the misguided social “requirements” that Vickie was living by really highlight how she became the neurotic mess she was when she met Mistress Mimi (who happens to be one of my favorite characters). Portraying her as a more enlightened person for letting go of self-consciousness through a lesbian BDSM relationship may seem like moralizing while railing against moralizing, but, well, that’s how it goes, folks. Erotica doesn’t deserve its bad rap, and the fact is we all deserve to enjoy our bodies without hypocritical interference from those too cowardly to enjoy theirs. So, I took some shots at the puritanically blind, but the sex scenes are hot!

Yours in The Life,


Debasing Vickie Blurb

Vickie shudders. She is on her hands and knees, the Mistress she just met right behind her. I’m not a lesbian, am I? she wonders. She feels her Mistress press forward, and she knows she’s about to find out the answer. But, does she truly want to know? What have I done? she thinks to herself as she gasps…

For Vickie, being born into wealth and privilege was a curse. The cold, loveless New York penthouse her parents raised her in left the physically awkward, but highly competitive Vickie focused on receiving what her father’s money could never provide her—his love and affection.

Driven to get her father’s approval, the skinny, plain-faced Vickie rejects her artistic ambitions to follow in her father’s footsteps in the cutthroat world of international business. But her art isn’t the only thing she’d rejected, and once she’s away at college her “father issues” lead her to her professor’s bed, where he gives her an adult education. Vickie, the avid student, quickly learns the ways of sexuality through pleasure, pain, humiliation… and the heartbreak of infidelity.

When the heartbroken Vickie enters a competitive intern pool, she soon finds out that this men’s club is no place for a woman—unless you’re the talented and beautiful Mimi. Driven to succeed and prove her value to her father, Vickie befriends Mimi to learn the secret to her success.

But when Mimi agrees to teach Vickie how to find her inner specialness, she’s shocked to find out that Mimi is an adherent of The Life, and a dominatrix. Soon, Mimi helps Vickie confront her inner demons through her special brand of “therapy,” comprised of feminine sensuality, pleasure, pain, and submission.

But will Vickie obtain the inner strength she needs to handle the painful truth about her father?

You don’t have to have read the Mistress Mimi Chronicles to enjoy this prequel, but you’ll surely be hooked on Mimi once you read this latest installment from the Master of Domination and submission.

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Letters From The Life: Volume 5 (Published September 8, 2017)

Volume 5 of the enticing Letters From “The Life” series is for all you BBW lovers.

Just what is it about Big, Beautiful Women? Here are three letters from members of the kink community, each one about two submissive BBW’s having their very first lesbian experience under the guidance of their Master.

Each dom has his own ideas of fun ways to humiliate or make his subs squeal in pleasure, like rolly-polly oil-wrestling, spanking, and clamping. There will be plenty of dildos, slapping of fat behinds, jiggling, and wiggling! One guy even uses buckets of water and tubing with a douche attachment for a crazy endurance contest.

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When Good Wrestlers Go Bad

Jeff’s a big, muscular guy who loves to control the action in the bedroom. Inspired by an erotic story, he gets two of his BBW friends to wrestle for rewards. See how crazy things get When two big women have their first oily love session.

The Sexathlon

Jasper takes his inspired reading to a new level when he puts two BBW’s against each other in three sporting events. But, when the rewards encourage experimentation, these women begin a new journey into the realm of feminine intimacy.

Filled, Fondled, and Spanked

Jake has found two big, beautiful women in his new hometown of Paris, France. But when he devises a little competitive water-sports for these hefty submissives, experimentation turns luscious. You won’t believe how far things can get twisted when this dominant male entices these curious pleasure-seekers to engage in some harmless fun in the City of Lights.

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