Pauline’s Transcendence Through Pain (Published October 20, 2017)

Note From the Author:

Well, the series is progressing, and my last Sally the Sow book gave hints about how powerful and influential the elite sex society “The Life” is in the world. In this book I wanted to do three things. First, I wanted to highlight that there are many practitioners of the philosophy called The Life who aren’t in the elite society, but these “common people” are still highly influenced by the hidden “New World Order” types. Sally was brought into that group to be a plaything, but not every one is welcome.

Second, I wanted to address that the philosophy isn’t accepted by everyone in my little fantasy world. This matters because in the “real world” there are a lot of people who abuse others under the guise of being some sort of BDSM Master or Mistress, but are really just bullies looking for willing victims. I kind of took the characters of Sonny and Pauline to an extreme, but not too extreme. A big part of why I’m writing this series is to preach to the choir in relation to these dangerous wannabes, while educating people who don’t really understand BDSM relationships.

Third, I wanted to delve into an aspect of sex, and in particular this kind of sex, that people don’t often discuss: spiritual transformation. BDSM/kink enthusiasts enjoy their lifestyle for infinite reasons. For some, the masochist can reach heights of ecstasy like none other—but only if they completely lose their sense of self. In other words, their ego is entirely removed from the equation, and they have no barrier between themselves and whatever it is that constitutes “God.”

Like I said, not every kinkster is looking for this. Master Ben in this series isn’t. He’s much more like Sonny in this story, except that his submissives fully understand what they’ve gotten into, unlike Pauline.

All this may seem a bit preachy, but I’m really just trying to present a more full representation of the BDSM landscape than what other popular BDSM writers present. Realism was at the forefront of this project, and its a promise I’ve wanted to keep all along.

This story was a lot of fun, though. There’s a sex position with Pauline and Bonny that I accidentally created and can’t wait to try. I think the story is worth reading for that little invention alone!

Enjoy and have fun!

Book Description

Pauline feels terrible that Sonny, her boyfriend and dom, has offended Master G.T. and Bonny, his sub. In an attempt to make amends, she offers herself to them for a session of humiliation, degradation, and correction. What follows is Pauline’s physically and emotionally painful education of what a BDSM Master is and is not. Soon she is taught how her climax can be used to bring her to a new understanding of her true place in the universe.

But first she has to rid herself of the lies and misconceptions of what she really is. Through a mix of pain, humiliation, and pleasure, Master G.T. takes Pauline and Bonny on a journey of inner exploration that only the most capable Master can induce.

In Pauline’s Transcendence Through Pain, Siola Retsam masterfully expands his groundbreaking series, and returns us to Master G.T., who appeared in the first book in the overall series. (Prior reading of any of the Books From The Life is not required to understand this book). Readers won’t believe the innovative position Master G.T. employs with his two willing submissives in their session together. Once you read this story you’ll want to recreate this innovative combination for yourself!

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Letters From “The Life”: Volume 6 (Published October 13, 2017)

Note From the Author

Hey folks. Well, this is the next in my Letters series. I tried to get more into the spiritual aspects of BDSM in this one, especially in the second two letters. I know for me that this practice isn’t about just sex in its more crude form all the time. On occasions I’m able to achieve some amazing heights that are truly amazing.

You can expect that the series is heading down this road in some new mini-series’s that are coming up. I’m also going to be working on showing the difference between the sexual society called The Life, which is an elite group of rich and famous people, and the excluded followers of The Life as a philosophy. I’m excited that the intrigue and spiritual sides of this series are finally going to be coming out!


Book Description

Living together can be hard, but living with your Dom/me can be pure hell. For these three submissives hell is exactly what they’ve been begging for, but their Masters and Mistresses aren’t sure it’s such a good idea. Each of these letters confesses to some of the nastiest and degradingly cruel tests administered on a submissive. If you’re not squirming as you’re reading these letters, you might want to check your pulse!


Matty can’t get enough of her Master’s attention. Driven by her passion to be used by him, she begs to live at his feet. What she didn’t expect was that she would be practically ignored to the point of painful neglect. The limits of her endurance are tested as she spends long hours confined in sensory deprivation where she discovers just how bad she wants to live under her Master’s heel.


This submissive wants to discover the depths of her soul through the arts of pain and pleasure. Frank has taken her there so many times, but she wants it more often. To prove she can handle a life lived with her Dom, he puts her through a rigorous walk in the mall. Diapered, her bladder and bottom under heavy pressure, she rides the heights of ecstasy through humiliation and pain.


If high paid attorney Andrew wants to live with his dominatrix, he’ll have to prove he can handle her cruelty—even at the office. Diapered, he is denied the basic human comforts of a toilet. And when his diapers are full, he must endure her dehumanizing changing just so he can go back to work.

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More Torment of Sally the Sow (Published October 6, 2017)

Note From the Author:

When I sat down to write More Torment of Sally the Sow I didn’t set out to write anything as ambitious as it turned out to be. I was actually on a whole other track when I realized that Sally’s journey required that I write this part of her life. Well, one thing led to another and all of the Palm Springs chapter of The Life (the elite sex society for the wealthy) had to be included. With that came a revelation on how influential this “secret society” really is. The next thing I knew I was introducing so many people that I worried things might get confusing.

However, my preliminary readers (a small group of close friends) said it was fine, and so here you go. This next installment in the Sally series actually tells you about all sorts of characters that are part of the novels my working on. (Coming soon!) I’ve know all of these people for almost a year, but many of them were only alive in the character bio sheets I created for them. Bringing them to life here was vital to the overall universe I’m presenting as well as this story by itself. It was fun playing God and breathing life into them.

The first Sally story (The Torment of Sally the Sow) took place in January of 2017, for those who are following the timelines of the characters. So this story takes place one week later. But, the whole universe I’ve created is really centered on two sets of people, whose stories date back to before Sally was even born. One set is Masters Daniel and Mark. I’ve been working on the novels that were supposed to introduce them (starting in 1989) as they first come into their own. Every time I “meet” another person integral to their sensual journeys I end up writing a bio, and then a story, just to get to know them. That’s how Abby’s story (taking place in 1970) and Dr. Kim and Robert’s stories (1990’s) came together.

So, writing about Sally’s torment was really a part of the process of bringing more of the overall universe I’m constructing out, while developing my personal relationship with each of the characters.


Book Description:

When Sally was told by the Masters, Mistresses, and submissives of the local chapter of an elite BDSM sex club that they wanted to “bring her into the family,” she had no idea what that would entail. She had her suspicions, but the reality proved to be a horror beyond her hottest fantasies. She was to be held on the cross or secured in the stocks and endure “The Dissuasion,” a series of grueling physical and mental ordeals, to prove she was worthy of being one of them.

Master Phil, her cruel companion, watches in silence with cold eyes as she, his no-limits sub, willingly accepts the imaginative evils that no less than five Masters and Mistresses visit upon her. During the ordeal, Sally discovers the limits of her endurance under the rigors of the paddle, flog, and penetrative machine.

Can this big, beautiful woman take both the physical and mental strain as each cruel dom and dominatrix threaten everything from prolonged pain, to death, and worse? She is guided by her nature and motivated by her love for her Master, but will it be enough to prove she belongs with the elite?

This exciting follow up to The Torment of Sally the Sow will thrill both fans of the original story and new readers alike. You don’t have to have read the first book to understand this one, but read it if you want to see how Sally first went from just a poor, local woman to willing plaything of the Palm Springs elite.

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